Apostasy is a song about an old man who lost his son to corruption and therefor asks the holy lord God for forgiveness yet his son ends up dead and the man loses faith for God and gains hatred.
lyrics
Lord, I ask thy help
Not for my own, but for my son
Sinned, souls fade away
But I was faithful, I ask resurgence!
God, what have you done?
I asked forgiveness, for my son
Now, he’s fallen to corruption
Destined to walk the plains of unforgiven
I have renounced my faith
Misanthropy
To reunite to see my son, I must defile
Defile all that is right, all what I’ve prayed for
All of gods creation
Now I have become
That which disgust me
Lunacy, all ‘cause god betrayed us
Mutilate all that’s innocent
Only to see my son amongst the dead
The heartless, mindless puppets
Shaped by misfortune
No emotions but hatred for divine